Day 114 [locked to John Watson]
Jun. 21st, 2012 09:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
highfunctioningSherlock was back in the lab. Granted, he was accomplishing basically nothing, but staying in his room was garnering too much unwanted attention. So he decided a return to form was the only remedy, however mechanical. Currently he was running tests on a blood sample Mystique had been kind enough to furnish him with, and it served a double purpose; he'd been genuinely curious about her mutation, and she had been one of the over-interested parties who had demanded he "stop sulking." She had even been so bold as to suggest he "do something, anything", and far be it for him to deny her if she'd prefer to be stuck with needles. She had, however, made a funny "joke" about hunting him down if he allowed it to change ownership.
Mycroft would be pleased to note that he was not, in fact, high. His brother, rather unintentionally, had put Sherlock totally off the idea for the time being. It was no good transcending the mundane if Mycroft was lurking around the corner, watching him. Moreover, his brain had been so pathetically stagnant since Venice that he could hardly justify wasting the tiny phial on what currently passed for his life. But he made sure it was on hand at all times, in a pocket even as he slept. For security, though not entirely security from the threat of Mycroft finding and disposing of it. He would reach out and touch it intermittently, and he found the option implied by its proximity comforting.
The door opened, but he didn't bother looking up. The last thing he needed was to be drawn into a conversation with any of the other "scientists" on board. The only one he respected he had no designs on speaking to again, though his reasons were less than logical.
Mycroft would be pleased to note that he was not, in fact, high. His brother, rather unintentionally, had put Sherlock totally off the idea for the time being. It was no good transcending the mundane if Mycroft was lurking around the corner, watching him. Moreover, his brain had been so pathetically stagnant since Venice that he could hardly justify wasting the tiny phial on what currently passed for his life. But he made sure it was on hand at all times, in a pocket even as he slept. For security, though not entirely security from the threat of Mycroft finding and disposing of it. He would reach out and touch it intermittently, and he found the option implied by its proximity comforting.
The door opened, but he didn't bother looking up. The last thing he needed was to be drawn into a conversation with any of the other "scientists" on board. The only one he respected he had no designs on speaking to again, though his reasons were less than logical.
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Date: 2012-06-22 01:14 am (UTC)That sobered him. Abruptly he caught his breath, shuddering into silence. He sucked in a long gust of air and let it out slow. "Don't," he said, the first word he'd said in hours. "Don't do this to me, Sherlock." The thought had flitted through his head that it might not really be, that if he was in space, maybe there were clones or robots or something-- but his own words came back to haunt him, Nobody could fake being such an annoying dick all the time.
And it was true. Nobody could. There was an explanation, probably one only Sherlock would understand, but there was no getting around it. It really was him.
Another tear rolled down John's cheek, and he scrubbed it away with the heel of his hand.